Keep Going

There are things that I don't have and maybe would NEVER EVER HAVE in this lifetime. But if you would ask me now how I look at my life, I'd say: I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY. 

This really sums up how I feel right now. Maybe it's also a part of growing up: Accepting the things that we can't change. After the many things that have happened in my life, I can definitely say that these experiences really did make me stronger. Gone are the days when I would dwell on things which have already happened; because now, I've learned to just move on, continue living, just pray, and to always keep the faith. Food for thought! Hahaha! Goodnight!

Xoxo, 

Butchik

Venting Out

For the past few weeks, I've been keeping this thing inside me. I really want it to be something that I should celebrate first with myself and my family. I never want others to know about it; and I guess they wouldn't be that too interested to know. All I can say is that this thing is what I really want; it may not be what I have wanted in the past, but I'm sure that this time it is what I WANT. I knew it because the night when I knew about it, I was genuinely happy, and I felt that it was really meant to be.

You may be wondering why the title of this post is "Venting Out"

Actually, the main reason why I am writing this right now is because I've been thinking a lot lately. There are many things that are bothering me right now. I don't know how I should say it, but let me keep it this way:

"I am tired of people making me realize that my dream is not for me"

I've said this because I know that there are many people there who are not genuinely happy for this BIG LEAP that i took. But like what I have said, I am tired of it. I am an observant type of person and I know what I see; my understanding of things go beyond what is visible to the eye. So, people may act positively, but I can tell that they are not.

But I've also realized that I should stop worrying now. God gave me this opportunity because he knows that I asked for it for a certain reason. It is a reason between me and HIM; and I am really thankful that he has given me it. He also gave me this chance because he knows that I can do it. So starting now, I will start living my dream!!! I will not be bothered by what others think because it is what's supposed to happen. Like what I always tell my friends:

"Life is too short to be worrying about what others think" 

So I guess it's time that I start remembering it; and live by it!

Thank you Lord for everything!!!