Venting Out

For the past few weeks, I've been keeping this thing inside me. I really want it to be something that I should celebrate first with myself and my family. I never want others to know about it; and I guess they wouldn't be that too interested to know. All I can say is that this thing is what I really want; it may not be what I have wanted in the past, but I'm sure that this time it is what I WANT. I knew it because the night when I knew about it, I was genuinely happy, and I felt that it was really meant to be.

You may be wondering why the title of this post is "Venting Out"

Actually, the main reason why I am writing this right now is because I've been thinking a lot lately. There are many things that are bothering me right now. I don't know how I should say it, but let me keep it this way:

"I am tired of people making me realize that my dream is not for me"

I've said this because I know that there are many people there who are not genuinely happy for this BIG LEAP that i took. But like what I have said, I am tired of it. I am an observant type of person and I know what I see; my understanding of things go beyond what is visible to the eye. So, people may act positively, but I can tell that they are not.

But I've also realized that I should stop worrying now. God gave me this opportunity because he knows that I asked for it for a certain reason. It is a reason between me and HIM; and I am really thankful that he has given me it. He also gave me this chance because he knows that I can do it. So starting now, I will start living my dream!!! I will not be bothered by what others think because it is what's supposed to happen. Like what I always tell my friends:

"Life is too short to be worrying about what others think" 

So I guess it's time that I start remembering it; and live by it!

Thank you Lord for everything!!!