FUTURE!

When I was a little girl, I have always thought about the future. It is what I have always talked about and it is something that I just cannot wait to happen. I remember riding in our car one time thinking of what I wanted to become,and then I told myself that I cannot wait for the day when that dream comes true and I will look back to that day; the day when my dreams were just dreams. Fast forward to today, I have realized that it has been 10 years since I had that dream. Of course, I cannot really tell if it has already happened; but i do know that I am now living that dream.

Who knows where I will end up to, and who knows what will happen?

Before, I've always felt that I should be planning my future twenty steps ahead; it is what my mom and dad told me. However, seeing things now, I am not sure if that would really work for me. Because for them, it really did work; they have achieved their goal at their desired time. But I am not them; i want to be like them, i just don't think that I have what it takes.

You see, ever since I was little, I have only one goal in my mind; it is the only thing that I was really aiming at. But then college happened. And now, I really do believe that it is really in college when you will find where you belong. During my sophomore year, I had this two specific classes which have really opened my eyes to the other possibilities. I have never considered them as options before; but now, I really do. I must admit that I really felt scared upon realizing what I wanted to happen. Imagine dreaming of something all your life, and then all of a sudden, you will take a big turn and change that dream. I felt like a kindergarten student again; not knowing what to expect, what to do, and how to do things again.

But that's life; sometimes what we thought were meant for us are actually just things that would guide us in going to the place where we really belong to. Sure, there are still uncertainties that would come our way; but when you have finally found where you really want to go, I guess there would be nothing that could hinder us from being driven and in achieving that one TRUE GOAL that we have. As of today there are still about six months before college would commence; and a lot could happen in those six months. But as of now too, I am sure of what my options are; and i am more driven as ever!

See you Future! I hope it wouldn't be too long!

Xoxo,
Chick